Wednesday, March 3, 2010

What the hell is with today???

ARGH. Today has just not wanted to cooperate with me.

I'm feeling a bit buggy for some reason. My system keeps wanting to poke me. This could have something to do with the visit to the doc on Monday where the new fertility specialist had himself up my hoo-hoo and found my right ovary to have a follicle building up. For that matter, someone had to leave a sample with him as well. Fast appointment, all they want to see me for next would be on day three after my next period. But I digress.

Today, first someone gets into the "Due October 2010" thread and responds to the first post there, which was of course, mine. She's so happy to be six weeks pregnant, and she guesses that this is a "snowstorm baby". WTF? I don't blame her, she didn't know that I'd just lost mine two weeks before. It's that the universe just seems to want to kick me while I'm down.

Add to that, someone posted in the September 2010 group about how she doesn't know when she's going to tell people when she's pregnant, but that she would be weirded out if someone posted that they were pushing on facebook, and that if she ever did that her sister/aunt/mother/whatever would be at the doorstep of the hospital in seconds.

Okay, I'm already upset that I've lost a second child, but does the universe really have to kick me in the balls today?

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