New Beginnings, but old worries.

So, to go backwards a bit.

About two weeks ago, we went to the doc to get the "official" news.

I have a septate uterus. This could mean that while I can get pregnant, I might have a child early. This could produce issues. It doesn't *have* to, but it means a pregnancy has to be monitored carefully. Every other test came out fine for me. But if I had surgery, it would mean that the likelyhood of miscarriage goes down way far. So, we figured that in May (since we're on vacation in Vegas during what would be the appropriate time), I'd get surgery done.

My husband, on the other hand, while he's okay in the volume and motility department, has morphology issues. The doc said it's common among IT guys, because they sit all the time and it overheats the little guys. So he was told to get up every 45 minutes and to stop drinking. He was also given mega vitamins.

Now comes the problem. It shouldn't be a "problem", but with our histories, and how we were getting things cleaned up, it could be one.

I got a positive pregnancy test this morning. From before he started taking the vitamins, but after he stopped drinking for a month.

I want to see this as a good thing... But it took until 18DPO for it to register as a positive test, while the last time I registered at only 12DPO. I've not quite gotten the tender breasts yet that have been a hallmark of my pregnancies (I'm only getting very slight tenderness now). And this shoulder thing has been on and off for the last month and a half, being pregnant means I can't take anything heavy for it.

I want to see this as a good thing, I really do. But I'm already worried, and since we're *now* in Vegas, I can't even see the doc for two weeks.

i'm gonna be worried from now until I see a kid in my arms.